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| This is going to be really short. Well im packing up all my stuff right
now, we leave in like 8 hours or something and I move to Long Beach.
Anyone all I wanted to say is that last night me, Eric, Troy, and,
Bridget went to Ihop last night. Bridget's and my bill ended up being
the same, $10.54 so we payed each others bills. It was pretty cool.
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| Ugh... thats all I can say because its the way I feel right now. Heres
what ive been doing for the last 2 weeks, going to the hospital
everyday. That place depresses me like none other. Its not just that
though, lately ive just been getting really depressed, mostly at night
for some reason. The hospital is only part of the reason, id rather not
say the others on here. Ive always gotten depressed its just been worse
in the last couple weeks/months. I dont know whats wrong, I try to feel
happy but I just cant. I hate it, it really pisses me off. I'm really
hoping that when I move it will make me feel better, maybe its just
Petaluma thats doing it to me. So whats new, nothing cause I never get
to do anything in the day now. Troy got a brand new truck today, its
really nice. Besides that, bleh, maybe I need to talk to someone. I
dont know, maybe it will just go away, I sure hope so.
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| Ok I'm writing this because Eric got me too. Lets see, alots happend in
the almost 2 months that its been since ive written in this. Lets start
with the biggest things that have happend. I went down to Long Beach
about a week and a half ago. While I was there I signed up for all my
classes and got my schedule. I also Found an apartment, Baycrest
apartments. Actually, I just found who my roomates are two days ago.
The next big thing that happend to me was that while we were in
Longbeach we get a call from the police telling me that my grandfather
was in serious condition and that he was hit by a car in a hit and run
and fractured his skull. Well the police and the newspaper got it wrong
and ive been going up to the Santa Rosa hospital every day since we got
back about 10 days ago. Just recently he was taken out of the ICU and
moved into the regular part of the hospital. He did have to get a 4 and
a half hour surgery. I know he likes it when we all go I just hate
seeing him like that, its hard for me. Atleast hes getting better
though, when he was in the ICU during the first couple days, that was
the worst. I'm worried about him though, this is definately going to be
something he wont forget. His roomate said that he was talking in his
sleep the other night and he was saying, "Get your tires off me." I
hope this doesnt happen a lot.
Anyway what else do I have to say. There is more stuff going on thats
causing a lot of stress for me and my family but id rather not say
here. On a good note my friend Eden just came back from Alaska
yesterday so I get to see him again. I havent seen him in 8 months and
weve been best friends since..... preschool. Summer is already
coming to an end soon, it seems like it went by so fast. I have
to move out in 17 days. Its wierd, I have like mixed feelings about it.
I'm excited but at the same time i'm nervous. I dont know what its
going to be like living alone. Im sure after the first couple weeks and
after I get situated it will be fun. Everyone says college is a really
fun experience. Anyway, I have more to say but im gonna go skate now
then go to the hospital. Ill write in this tomorrow if I remember too.
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| Havent written in this in a while and im gonna have to make this a
quick one. Lets see last night I saw Crash which was a really good
movie. It really gets you thinking and shows a good view of the other
side of things(life). There were a lot of racial discreptancies in the
movie, actually thats what it was based around. I dont really
feel like talking about the weekend as it was boring. I did see
Star Wars, that was good but it messed up twice while we were watching
it. I think I saw that with trub and tim last Thurs. Today I had to
turn in my bridge for physics which took me a while, I hope it stands
the wieght. I also had to give a 6 minute presentation in Econ which
went ok I guess, I just really hate doing public speeches, im horrible.
In fact, I have to leave in 10 minutes to go give my senior
presentation which is about a 15 minute presentation and sometimes more
depending on how many questions that they ask. I am really nervous
right now. Not only do I have to give a long speech but I cant leave
until everyone is done in my group which means I will be sitting in the
room for over 2 hours. Fun. Damnit I hate speeches, I cant wait until
this is over, not that I will feel a whole lot better but atleast it
will be some stress taken off me. Supposedly there is only 1 more week
of school after this one is over but it feels like so much more, there
is just so much to get done I feel like I cant. I really only have 1
final that is a test, math, which will be hard. Plus im a senior so we
have to take finals early which means I only have 1 more class before
the final. It feels like im forgetting something, I have so much to
remember to do. Ugh summer, so close, whats the point though. I have to
get a job or I will have no money this summer cause my parents arent
going to pay for things for me anymore except college. This means im
gonna be puting up a lot of money for gas, stupid high gas prices. Oh
well, how bad can a job be right? It will be a good experience right? I
hope. Ive aready turned in 2 apps, oh wait I gotta go bring that other
one I forgot to turn it in. Well, I guess I should get going now, im
gonna be humiliated, hope it doesnt go too bad. Senior project
presentation................
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| Well lets see, what is new..... I finished all my AP tests, although I
dont know how well I did. Physics was definately the most challenging
for me. Gov and Econ were still somewhat hard but I think that I did ok
on them. Ummm what else is new, I went to the gym today for the first
time in like 7 months. It felt good, I am going to start going on a
regular basis again. Hmmm I guess ill talk about my weekend.
Friday...... Ah yes Friday, also known as skate day. After school, me,
Trevor, and Jake went to the skatepark and met up with Aaron and George
there. We skated until about 6 then left and got some food at Romeos.
Tim had some bowel problems, apparently he got food poisoning. Alex and
Troy showed up, we talked and then we left cause Tim wanted to change
before we went to Ramp Rats so we waited outisde his house for about 15
minutes. When he finally got out we headed off to Ramp Rats. We got
there a little early so we had to wait about 10 minutes. It was great
because they added a new roll in/ drop in thing. Its sick. I did so
much new stuff like a sick manuel gap to a 5 ft drop off. I also did a
drop that I have wanted to do for a long time. Its about a 4 ft drop to
the down ramp. Took me 3 tries. Also, this crazy biker stalled on the
wall which was literally about 20 ft off the ground, he fell about 4
times but he landed it and it was crazy. We basically skated non stop
for 2 hours and when we finally stopped sometime after 11 we were
sweaty as hell so we waited outside before getting into the car to air
off. I took Tim and Trevor home and then went downtown where I met up
with Troy, Sean, Alex, Camden, Bill, Brian, Nikki, and Glynnis. Nikki
and Glynnis left as soon as I got there and then we all walked over to
the gas station and got a few things. We walked around DT a bit then
called it a night around 1 I think.
Saturday I woke up at 5 in the morning barely able to breath. I had to
rush out to my car and grab my inhaler. Anyway I recovered after
sitting for about 15 minutes and then went back to sleep. I woke up
again at 11:30 with some horrible allergies. Ugh, I hate allergies so
much, I am seriously going to invent a cure for them. Around 12 I
called Trevor cause we were going to go to the Competition at Ramp
Rats. We did but I couldnt really enjoy it because I was constantly
sneezing and could barely see from itching my eyes so much. Trub called
and then came to Ramp Rats for a bit. We talked(It was his B-day,
18th!!!) and he invited me and Tim to go to dinner in SF with his
family. I said sure and then left and dropped Trevor off at Spawn
Point. I went home because I was feeling really shitting. I took like 5
more medications on top of all the pills I took in the morning. Well
after taking that much stuff you can guess youd be kinda tired so I
fell asleep for about 2 hours. When I awoke I didnt fell any better but
I got up and drove over to Trub's house anyway. His grandparents came
and we headed off the SF. We went to this place called Enricos on
Broadway street. It was good food but I was trying to hold in my
sneezes the whole time and I just felt horrible which sucks becuase it
kinda ruined the dinner. Well Trubs dad came about 10 minutes after we
got there and placed a magazine in front of Trub saying that they can
pick it up soon. Trub got a car!!!!! A Scion tC. Well we finished up
dinner, Trub got a suit from his dad and we headed back to Petaluma. Oh
yea during dinner I would have to go to into the bathroom just so I
could sneeze 15 times in a row, It was a nice place and I didnt wanted
to sneeze at the table. When we got back to Petaluma we went Downtown
where we met up with Troy, Camden, Trevor, Bridget, Sean, Alex, Carrie,
I think thats it. Soon after Bridget left so Alex and Troy did too. (
hmm 2 nights in a row when girls leave right when I get there, not a
good sign.) Well since Trub was 18 he didnt have to be home early so we
decided to do a In-n-Out run. We had to wait for Alex and Troy to come
back and during that time Arvizo and Watts showed up. We talked for a
bit then left for In-n-Out. Trevor and Sean got a 4x4. Everyone else
got their food before me and when I walked outside they all started
laughing. I later found out why, (Troy or Trevor, not sure which one
but thanks alot). Anyway we ate then went back downtown. We walked
around then went to the Post Office and I ollied the stairs. Then Tim
spent about 30 min trying to do it but he finally did and we called it
a night. Alot more happend but I am getting bored writing right now so
im gonna stop. Damnit I dont want to go to school tomorrow I have to
give a stupid Senior Project Presentation. This sucks. Oh well, only
like 20 days of school left.
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